I’m not sure what it has been lately, but I’ve been feeling so uninspired to knit. I’ve actually been feeling this way for quite some time, but the knitalong for Bayerische and the overdue baby sweater gave me projects that I didn’t need to seek inspiration for. The following story summarizes my last two weeks of knitting.
The only project that I’ve really been working on is a pair of socks that I’m designing. It progressed like this. Produce chart on paper to match design vision. Cast on and knit 4-6 inches of leg. Examine sock, maybe even try it on. Hate everything about the pattern or fabric or the way the color pooled. Frog the project. Let the project stew for a few days. Modify the chart and start over again. I’d been through this cycle about six times, but I just couldn’t produce something I liked. (The good news is that for all of this knitting and ripping, the yarn still looks good.)
Convinced that it was just my lack of pattern design originality that was causing this non-knitting mood, I decided to cast on a pattern from a book. I started knitting Spey Valley from Nancy Bush’s Knitting on the Road, but gave up on it after I finished the ribbed cuff. I ripped out the knitting and put the book back on the shelf.
I still felt that there had to be something out there for me, so I went seeking inspiration. I decided to see what others were working on. I searched around the knitting blog ring for so long that I’ve seen many blogs more than once (and sent so many broken/not found sites to the admins that I’m sure they’re annoyed). I spent time on Ravelry. I still felt at a loss for project ideas.
Since starting with a pattern was not getting me anywhere, I decided to try and finish photographing all of my stash for Ravelry. Perhaps if I could sit and look at photos of it all at once, I’d feel a bit more inspiration. I dug the stash out of the cedar trunk on Monday night, just in time for my husband to walk in and see it scattered everywhere. I managed to progress to the point that only about 1/3 of my stash that is in Ravelry is without a photo, but there’s still more stash not in Ravelry yet. By this point, my patience for finding sources of inspiration was wearing thin. Touching and photographing the stash wasn’t working. There had to be another way.
My next idea was to “give back” to the community. I’ve been a volunteer editor at Ravelry, but I decided that instead of waiting for people to put patterns from those back issues of Interweave in for me to edit, I’d start entering the patterns. First, I went and checked my editing queue, and cleaned up the three or four patterns that needed approval. Then, I started entering patterns. Between the cleanup and additions, I quickly grew tired of my pattern work (although people have already added some of these patterns to their queue).
Somehow, it finally dawned on me, the reason I couldn’t seem to focus on a knit project was related my uncertainty about how to approach my stash. I was torn between casting on for a single, large lace project (large yardage, small mass) and a smaller project with larger needles (less yardage, larger mass). Which was more important, mass or yardage?
I think this may have been triggered by my recent trip to Oregon, and lots of talk of moving. For right now, I feel that I need to make an effort to reduce the mass, and not be as concerned with yardage in the stash. If a cross-country move is to take place next year, I must be prepared to deal with all my yarn.
So, with that realization, I spent this morning (very early, before dawn) surfing through my books on Ravelry. I stumbled upon this, the Phyllo Yoked Pullover from Knitting Nature.
I posted about this sweater back when I got the book in June, but somehow I’d forgotten about it. Since I was already on Ravelry, I hopped over to my stash page. Turns out that there may just be some stash yarn that will knit to gauge, with adequate yardage. Swatching commences soon. Look out knitting, here I come.